By Kelley Wacker
I had a profound and very real out-of-body experience (OBE) in which I believe I may have met my avatar — or perhaps one of the fractals of myself. I have learned through my spiritual studies that we each have a total of 12 fractals, and this experience left me both amazed and deeply curious.
At the time, I was very intrigued by 3I Atlas, so when I learned about a meditation and activation led by Lily Nova, I felt called to participate. Lily Nova is the author of Contact, in which she shares her magical journey of connecting with UFOs and making contact with an alien being she later came to understand was actually her future self. The activation I joined was held for the Winter Solstice and the arrival of 3I Atlas on December 19. It was described as a meditation to activate one’s cosmic DNA and guide participants to the 3I Atlas ship, with the hope of connecting to the beings within.
Before this activation, I had already been setting my intention to meet my galactic family. I was also listening to cosmic DNA activations and opening myself to whatever spiritual experience might unfold. That evening, after listening to the 3I Atlas Winter Solstice Activation Meditation, I fell into a deep sleep. A few hours later, I suddenly awakened and immediately wrote down what I had experienced in my dream
— or “Aha!” — journal.
What happened felt vivid, powerful, and unlike an ordinary dream.
In the experience, I arrived at 3I Atlas. I do not remember seeing the ship itself clearly, or perhaps that part was simply not shown to me. But almost immediately, I was brought face to face with what appeared to be my twin, or perhaps my avatar — another version of myself. To my surprise, this other self was completely naked and had all of the same moles I have. We smiled at each other, embraced, and kissed. Then, just as suddenly as it began, I popped back into my body.
My out-of-body experiences are usually very brief — lasting only a few seconds or, at most, a few minutes — and I have been told that this is quite normal. Even so, this encounter felt extraordinary. I later shared the experience with spiritual teachers, and I was told that it is very unique and rare to meet one’s avatar, or what some call a fractal of the self.
I also received a reading about this experience, and I was told that the reason my avatar appeared naked was because I am comfortable in my own skin and have learned to love myself. That interpretation resonated deeply with me. I have come to believe that we are infinite beings, that we live on forever in our soul and spirit bodies, and that because of this, we are ultimately always with ourselves. So perhaps one of the greatest lessons is that we must learn to love ourselves fully.
Another possibility I was given is that this being may not have actually been my avatar at all, but another being disguised as me so that I would feel safe and comfortable during the encounter. I find that idea fascinating as well.
Whatever the truth may be, this experience has stayed with me. It has opened up even more questions for me about who we are across dimensions, timelines, and identities. It makes me wonder whether I will one day meet my other avatars or fractals too. I do not believe they will all necessarily look exactly like me — some may even appear as alien beings — but I am excited to continue exploring this amazing and magical spiritual journey.